Holy Orders (a play in One act)

Hain's avatarHowie Hain


orphan-in-church-by-pascal-adolphe-jean-dagnan-bouveret-1852e280931929“Orphan in Church” by Pascal-Adolphe-Jean Dagnan-Bouveret (1852-1929)


Holy Orders

(a play in One act)

Act I

Scene I

Union City, New Jersey. Central Avenue, Saint Anthony of Padua Church. Morning.

Stage Black.

(Lights up. Church empty. Sitting alone. After Mass. Slight chill. Lighting dim, brighter at altar.)

ME: (out loud, but in a low volume, slightly louder than a whisper) So God, what is it you want me to do today?

GOD: (very matter of fact, almost as if with a shrug) Love…just love.

Stage to black.

Curtain.


—Howard Hain

(April/2016)

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Birthday Present

Hain's avatarHowie Hain


This is what I want:

All the world to pray a Hail Mary and sincerely mean it.

Thank You, Jesus, for such a sweet mother. Such a treasure. Such a gift. Such an everything, for all needs, at all times. If only all the world would take Your sweet mother into their homes.

May we all live in Nazareth.

May all our homes be like the womb of Mary.

Purity. Fertility. Righteousness. Compassion. Hope. Mercy. And Love.

Most of all Love.

The sweet love of a Virgin whom God Himself deemed Mother of us all.

———

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women, 
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.

Amen.


Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother.” And from that…

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Signs and Wonders

by Orlando Hernandez

On those special times, when in silent meditation, I feel so close to Jesus that I imagine I can hear Him, I often hear Him asking me what He asked the man in Mark’s Gospel, who had come to have His son be cured… “Do you believe?” A little dismayed, all I can answer Him is, “I believe, help my unbelief.”

This Wednesday, we listen to the conclusion of Mark’s Gospel. Before His Ascension, Jesus tells His disciples:
“These signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will drive out demons, they will speak new languages. They will pick up serpents with their hands, and if they drink any deadly thing, it will not harm them. They will lay hands on the sick and they will recover.” (Mk 16: 17-18)

Last week Fr. Victor wrote about the way that Jesus is still with us through “signs”. These signs can be events that are so filled with spiritual energy that we cannot but feel the presence of the Divine among us. Last Sunday, before Mass with our Charismatic Prayer Group at the Passionist Monastery in Jamaica, Queens, I approached one of our most enthusiastic members. She was sitting with her head down; she was feeling weak and disheartened. Perhaps her malaria had come back that weekend and it was taking a toll on her. She thought it was maybe the medicine. I tried to console her with optimism and confidence: “You’ll see, you’re young and full of faith. Rest and pray. You’ll be fine in no time. And besides, I know that during this prayer meeting so many graces are going to fall upon you, that you won’t know what hit you!” We smiled, but I was worried about her.

The Mass, and the singing and praising that followed were filled with much devotion. I felt so united to everyone else. We even joined in a devotional Jewish-style dance around the altar that was loud and boisterous. At the conclusion of the song, still holding hands, we proceeded to lose ourselves in spontaneous praise, with many of us “speaking in tongues.” We could not stop ourselves. Some of the members of the group placed the young woman at the center and began to pray for her healing, for her release from the “spirit of infirmity”. I was aware of this, so I praised all the more avidly, for I had been told that “the Glory of God is in the praises of His people, and where the Glory of God is, signs and wonders begin to take place.” I felt the power of the Spirit of God fall upon the twenty to thirty people in that circle, the beams of His wild power ricocheting from person to person. It was overwhelming. I just knew that our friend was going to get better, but I also believed that all of us were being healed in different ways, poisonous symptoms dissolving, reptilian evils crushed, sicknesses improving. It was a marvelous experience, and it went on for quite some time. As we were leaving we felt dazed and energized at the same time. The young woman was telling us that she was so much better. Her whole attitude changed.

On the way home I still felt the tingling sensation of the experience. But, for an instant, I wondered if it had all been an episode of “mass hypnosis”, or “group hysteria”. Was it real? Or just our imagination? Can miracles really happen that easily? Where was my faith in the power of prayer, specially in community?

It is comforting to read what the German-American theologian Paul Tillich says: “Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.” In defense of Thomas the Apostle, Msgr. Joseph Calese wrote in the Catholic newspaper The Tablet: “Without the existence of doubt, faith would not be faith, but knowledge. Thomas is not alone in striving for holiness while still wishing for something touchable, something proven….. The motto under the image of Divine Mercy is “Jesus, I trust in You,” an act of faith based more in the heart than in the head. It does not imply that we have all the answers, but simply that our belief in God’s love and power is stronger than our doubt.”

In this Wednesday’s Gospel the Lord did say, “ These signs will accompany those who believe.” Like a little child, all I ask my Heavenly Father is, “Dear Papa, I know that You love me. Please strengthen my faith. Keep our Prayer Group united and strong. And please could I have a little more of that?!”

Orlando Hernández

See Right Thru Him

Hain's avatarHowie Hain


Let Christ put His palms over your eyes…

…and look at the world through the holes in His hands.

christ-displaying-his-wounds-the-doom-wall-painting-c-1435-holy-trinity-church-coventry“Christ displaying his wounds”, The “Doom” Wall Painting (c. 1435) Holy Trinity Church, Coventry


The man of intelligence fixes his gaze on wisdom, but the eyes of a fool are on the ends of the earth.

—Proverbs 17:24


—Howard Hain

(April/2016)

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A Note to a Dear Friend (and you are one of them)

Hain's avatarHowie Hain


thomas-couture-soap-bubbles-1859Thomas Couture, “Soap Bubbles” (1859) The Met


A Note to a Dear Friend (and you are one of them),

You know that I never will be able to give enough thanks and praise to our Good God, our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, for all the blessings He has made manifest thru you: your thoughts, your words, your actions, your prayers—the intention of your heart—but most of all, His Divine Presence in you, with you, and working thru you.

No pure intention goes unanswered.

I have received so much.

My family has become so rich.

Praise be to God for His obedience in you—for allowing yourself to be an instrument in His mighty, powerful, faithful, and always present hand.

Thank you for your sacrifice.

Thank you for placing it upon the altar.

Thank you for participating in the sufferings of Jesus.

Thank you for offering up.

Thank you for…

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4th Sunday of Easter b: Knowing through Signs

For this week’s homily, please play the video file below:

Creation Rises Too

Listen to Irenaeus, the 4th century Bishop of Lyons, France, as he speaks of the power of God: “God’s power is shown most perfectly in weakness.” We will be raised, but creation will experience the mystery of Christ’s resurrection too.

Sunday is Earth Day throughout the world.


The slip of a vine planted in the ground bears fruit at the proper time. The grain of wheat falls into the ground and decays only to be raised up again and multiplied by the Spirit of God who sustains all things. The Wisdom of God places these things at the service of human beings and when they receive God’s word they become the eucharist, which is the body and blood of Christ.

In the same way our bodies, which have been nourished by the eucharist, will be buried in the earth and will decay, but they will rise again at the appointed time, for the Word of God will raise them up to the glory of God the Father. Then the Father will clothe our mortal nature in immortality and freely endow our corruptible nature with incorruptibility, for God’s power is shown most perfectly in weakness.

In Praise of Folly

Hain's avatarHowie Hain


My life did not turn out the way I expected…

van-gogh-first-steps-1890Vincent van Gogh, “First Steps…” (1890)


…it is so much better.

Praise God.


—Howard Hain

Web Link: Vincent van Gogh, “First Steps, after Millet” (1890) The Met

(April/2016)

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Heal the Sick

Readings

A great persecution broke out in Jerusalem after the stoning death of the deacon Stephen, today’s reading from the Acts of the Apostles says. Followers of Jesus, mostly Greek-speaking Jews, were scattered through Judea and Samaria. The apostles– Galileans–seem unaffected by it and remain in Jerusalem.

Persecution leads to new growth, Luke’s account says. The mystery of the cross seems to lead to death, but it brings new life. Individuals experience that mystery, but the church, the world, creation itself, also experience this mystery.

Philip, one of the Hellenic deacons, brings the gospel to the city of Samaria, and “there was great joy in that city.” Philip, a new voice, joins Peter and the other apostles; he preaches the word and “proclaimed the Christ to them.” That’s another theme found in Luke’s writings: new voices proclaim the good news.

Like Jesus, Philip performs signs and wonders. Possessed people are freed; “many paralyzed and crippled people were cured.” Like Jesus, Philip healed people.

The healing ministry is  a ministry of the church we may forget or minimize today, but it’s not forgotten in the Acts of the Apostles or the gospels. They’re clear about its importance; it flows from the resurrection of Jesus, who came to raise up our mortal bodies and make them like his own.

In healing, the church reaches out to people in the body, a body that’s fragile from birth till death, a body that needs care and healing. Following Jesus, the church take on a mission to raise up the body, to say it’s valuable no matter how it appears.

Pope Francis  defined the church as “ a field hospital,” reaching out to humanity broken in mind and body.

 

A Week With Jesus

By Orlando Hernandez

Starting with the Friday of last week, and continuing all the way through the 3rd Week of Easter, the daily masses offer the readings from Chapter 6 of the Gospel of John. I have been led into meditation and prayer by these readings all week long. Here is a humble sharing, dear friends.

Last Friday’s Gospel (Jn 6:1-15) presents the wonderful story of the multiplication of the loaves and the fishes. This is the verse that struck me this time : “ When Jesus raised His eyes and saw that a large crowd was coming to Him, He said to Philip, ‘ Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?’” (Jn 6: 5) I imagine myself near the top of the mountain, where Jesus sits with His disciples, apparently engaged in prayer, lost in the Love of Abba, planning with the Father what He was about to do. Suddenly He raises His eyes and looks straight at me in such a loving way! I feel so intimate with Him, but only for an instant, for He looks right and left, and past me at the thousands that are there to receive His mercy. I realize that I am no more special than anyone else. His love is for everyone. He invites us to communion.

Then in last Saturday’s Gospel (Jn 6: 16-21), we hear about another miracle: “ When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they began to be afraid. But He said to them, ‘ It is I. Do not be afraid.’ They wanted to take Him into the boat, but the boat immediately arrived at the shore to which they were heading.”(Jn 6:19-21) Strange how sometimes I stray far from Jesus and unexpectedly, looking into another person’s eyes, or in a moment of inexpressible beauty, or while forcing my way through prayer, I become aware of His Presence and suddenly I feel, well, afraid, and I must look away for a moment, as if looking into the sun. Time becomes irrelevant. An instant feels like minutes, and minutes go by like an instant, the way it happened to the disciples on the boat.

In this Monday’s Gospel, Jesus tells the crowd: “ Do not work for food that perishes but for the food that endures for eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you.” ( Jn 6: 27a) Then in Tuesday’s Gospel the Lord goes on to say: “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst.” (Jn 6: 35) When I pray, “ Give us this day our daily bread,” I stop to thank God for the financial security that He has given me, and to pray for those I love, that they don’t lose their livelihoods; but I ask mostly for the millions in the planet, living at the edge of starvation. I also ask for the many Catholics that have stopped going to mass. That they realize that Jesus, the Bread of Life, is waiting patiently for them at “Church”, to give them His very Self, full of life and energy and love to satisfy the mysterious hunger and thirst that we all experience. I pray for my many friends, who for many reasons cannot receive the Eucharist, that they just show up and believe, and realize that our Lord means it when He says,”Whoever comes to me will never hunger, and whoever believes in me will never thirst.”

In Wednesday’s Gospel the Lord reaffirms : “For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who sees the Son and believes in Him may have eternal life…” (Jn 6: 40a) I find myself again praying for my non-believing friends, that the Lord may open their eyes, as He did once for me, so that they are struck by faith, and experience a way of living (“eternal life”) that is delightful and strengthening at the same time, a wonderful new adventure.

In Thursday’s Gospel the Lord goes deeper into the mystery of the Eucharist . He says, to the shock of His listeners : “I am the living bread that came down from heaven; whoever eats this bread will live forever; and the bread that I will give is my Flesh for the life of the world.” (Jn 6: 51). And then, in Friday’s Gospel He goes even further: “ Whoever eats my Flesh and drinks my Blood has eternal life, and I will raise him on the last day. For my Flesh is true food and my Blood is true drink. Whoever eats my Flesh and drinks my Blood remains in me and I in him. Just as the living Father sent me and I have life because of the Father, so also the one who feeds on me will have life because of me.” (Jn 6: 54-57)

When I was taking my RCIA classes, this wonderful pamphlet on the Eucharist would explain that in giving us “His Body” Jesus is giving us His complete Self, and in giving us “His Blood” He is giving us His divine “life-force”. This way of thinking gives me solace and comfort, but John is talking about taking in Jesus’ “Flesh”. The eating of the consecrated bread and wine at Communion is even more than the reception of a powerful, divine, loving, spiritual force. We are taking in a human being, who is no longer a Spirit alone, but flesh and blood, as He pointed out and showed in last Sunday’s Gospel about hIs appearance after His resurrection (Lk 24: 35-48). In the Eucharist it seems to me that His very Flesh is joined to our flesh. It is almost like the consummation of a loving marriage. We live in each other! But this Flesh is the Flesh that bled on the Cross, the Flesh that was torn like the veil of the temple, so we could approach the Glory of God and live. Is He inviting us to be crucified with Him? Is He crucifying Himself with us in the sorrow and pain that eventually comes to all of us?
All these mysteries fascinate, console, yet also challenge and intimidate me. But, just like He told His terrified disciples on the boat when they saw His power, He tells us again and again: “It is I. Do not be afraid.”
Amen.